From the recording ALL SHE WROTE
Lyrics - Cyn Tremeau
Music - Cyn Tremeau and Mike Ault
Vocals - Cyn Tremeau
Guitar(s) - Mike Ault
Bass - Eric Scott
Drums - Nate Brown
Recorded at Cue Studios and Yellow Room at Duende Music
Engineer - Sean Russell and Ken Barnum
Producer - Jim Ebertand Ken Barnum
Edit/Mix - Ken Barnum
Master - Bill Wolf
Lyrics
I'm doing alright
Finally sleeping at night
Fighting battles now
I know are right
It's never easy thinking back to those days
The trials the crazy-making and my haze
The talk was cheap but the price I paid wasn't
People pointed at the way you behaved
I was weary but I forgave
Despite you I thought I was brave
Now I know there was nothing to save
The saddest part
About what I felt was
After being warned
I fell apart
So ashamed that they were right
I just couldn't stop to ask for help
But I can't forgive the wasted time
I stayed too long
Trying to make you mine
There's shame in running back to you
Feed my desire when you were untrue
I heard the rumor
I saw myself
You convinced me to walk through hell
Now I realize it was me
Holding on to what couldn't be
I made it known
I did it publically
The saddest part
About what I felt was
After being warned
I fell apart
So ashamed that they were right
I just couldn't stand to put up a fight
The saddest part
and the saddest part
Was I knew it in my bleeding heart
And the the saddest part oh
The saddest part oh
The saddest part oh
The saddest part
yeah yeah yeah yeah oh ah
I was sick and low
Healing from this blow
I let it happen to me
But now I see
It's always hard to admit you're wrong
To the people whom you belong
I couldn't tell them I wasn't strong
The saddest part
About what I felt was
After being warned
I fell apart oh
So ashamed that they were right
I just couldn't stop
to ask for help
I just couldn't stand to put up a fight oh
So ashamed that they were right
I just couldn't stand to put up a fight
And the saddest part oh
the saddest part oh
the saddest part
the saddest part